I stepped on the scale today. Yes, I did! I know i've probably been eating for 3 people these last couple of weeks( It's like, god, I'm eating EVERYTHING at the moment). Still I didn't think the number I saw was fucking possible. Should I laugh, cry... I don't know. Anyway I overreacted, because the next thing I did was running out to the gym were I bought myself some pilates and yoga dvd’s, plus all the equipment needed. So now I'm broke again and I'm going "shopping" tomorrow with some friends. Yes, I've done it again. Fuck! These dvd’s better work...