Good old family dinners, don’t you just love them... I thought nothing more would surprise me, but let me tell you, I’m still learning new things about my own family. Maybe I didn’t pay enough attention before to see the things I’m experiencing now, but it doesn’t really matter. I’m quite careless at the moment. I feel I have accepted my families imperfection all though I still get annoyed at times(like recently). I’m not bitter at all, even though I might not have the ideal family.

But for my own therapies sake, I’ll write this down. I’ll tell you about my grandfather (truly an original), which was pretty drunk this evening. How wonderful... At Christmas it was my grandmother and now my grandfather strikes. Not a single person in the history of our family has ever seen him drunk before, so the rest of the people were pretty shockt. In addition to this strange event, he was rambling earlier this evening about him being practically as good as temperance. Yeah right! My grandmother was furious haha.You should of seen her face! My grandfather: «I don’t feel too good, so I’m going out for a walk. My grandmother: «Yeah you do that. I hope a rocket hits your ass on your way». They seem to hate each other pretty badly unfortunately, and treating each other like shit is a daily occurrence , but who knew alcohol was the answer to my grandfathers soft sides.

Later on he drank even more(thanks to Bjørn), showing me albums of him and my grandmother when they were young(they were quite handsome), telling me that he’d never known anyone as beautiful and wonderful as her and how lucky he was. He was actually acting completely opposite from what I’m used to. It wasn’t no longer this asshole that, and that asshole this... No, tonight he said so many sweet things about so many people. Like how he cried the time when my aunt came home telling everyone that she had passed her last exam, and was a newly educated dentist. Charming I have to say, cause I would never have guessed. Then he walked away happily singing the whole rest of the night. That’s my grandfather as I like him all right:) It was kind of exhausting listening to him though, but somehow I think it's too bad he's not acting this way more often.

I never drink in association with my family, nor does my mother. We have our reasons, especially me. Yeah, I’m traumatised(like who Isn’t), but that’s another topic.

Currently listening to: Christel Alsos-Come on