The last couple of weeks has gone by surprisingly well for me, so well it makes me suspicious. I have my friends, family, admirers, a job that I enjoy and different opportunities standing in line. But I am still tense, having trouble to relax and adapt to having few worries. Something is wrong!
The thing is, when my life is as good as it appears to be right now, I know a breakdown is awaiting soon, as if I'm not supposed to have a happy life. An other example is that I can't look forward to anything I have planned because then it won't happen. Lets say it as it is, I am a bit superstitious and not to mention complicated. Making things difficult for myself is what I do best. I can't control it.
posted by Sylvia @ 4:30 PM
4 Comments:
lol, you shouldn't worry so much. If things happen, than they happen, and if they don't, than they don't. The trick is to not be disappointed when things don't work out, just go with the flow, and move on. :)
I miss you miss, i must warn you that i have been drinking, actually guite alot. I will say that i miss your words, did you ever get my last letter. Anyway i am glad that things are going well for you, i look forward to hearing from you miss. I hope all is well.
oh!oh! har du fått plass i FØRDE? d hadde vært så kjekt om du tok imot plassen - så kunne vi hengt ut :D sei ifra når du ha bestemt deg då!!
Hey i apologize, i was really drunk when i wrote that message, lately when i am in front of a computer i am my friends flat and ussually considerably drunk. Anyway i hope all is well, and i hope that i have not weirded you out all that much.
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