You scare me
With your dominating presence
Your way of being
Those intense brown eyes of yours
see right through me
Like no other
I’m floating on clouds
Yet it hurts badly

You say you love me
It’s getting hard to breathe
I’m slightly starting to choke
I can’t bear it any longer
Have to get away
Fast!

There, I finally escaped
Or did I?
Something feels seriously wrong

You that once filled my spirit
Emptiness has replaced
But the memory of you
Refuses to leave me alone
You’re still here
This time in my mind
You have become a nightmare
Reminding me of my foolishness
Again and again

Get out damnit
Get out!

Still uncontrolled emotions
These bloody emotions
Please go away
They are eating me up inside

I need to be free
Is that too much to ask?