I knew I never should have showed my face at bergen tennis club ever again. I did today because I had to step in for my sister during a dog exhibition (she claims she is afraid of dogs, begging me to go instead of her, don't know why). The thing is, at the end of the day I walked out being signed up as a member of the women's team. Hello, they must be crazy. I haven't played for ages and I can't even imagine how bad I must be playing right now. Oh, I know i'm too easy to persuade. Always have been. Okay, maybe it's gonna be a little fun playing again, but really, I rather not. I guess in a way, I still dislike it. There are so many arrogant people in this environment you wouldn't believe it. Stuck-up people with a lot of money, what can I say about them... Not that I hate all rich people, it's just... I don't know how to explain it. Crap, another messy post of mine. I can't really get my thoughts straight written down. It's not helping being extremely tired either, having problems sleeping like a normal person. I wake up like every 15 minutes at nights, or so it seems. Not to mention all the neighbours cats gathering together outside my window having a party. There are times I just want to kill them all. Anything to shut them up. On top of that, these awful sleep-paralyses keep bothering me. I hate it when that happens.

And yeah, my old job called me this week letting me know they had work for me. I'm glad that's out of the world. At least I have one thing to be happy about.