Life is peculiar indeed...
It's in the middle of the night and I just have to write something down. Can't sleep and I have to work tomorrow. Hmm! I think this blog has become sort of a therapy for me. That sound ridiculous I know, but I don't really care at the moment. Oh well, here's what's on my mind tonight.
Have you ever met a person that is so similar to your self that it's scary? The very same day your eyes fell upon that person and you start talking, it's like you've known him or her forever. Still you've just met. And the more time you spend together, the more scarier it gets. You laugh at the same jokes, you can talk for hours, you have a funny way of understanding each other, you share many of the same thoughts and even sometimes finish each others sentences. Everywhere you go, you seem to bump in to one another, like something wants and pushes you towards this person. Soon you develop strong feelings, your on fire. It comes to the point in which all you think about is him or her. And then what do you do?
Screw it all up? Unfortunately that's what happened in my case. I freaked out and ran the other way without him knowing what I really felt. How stupid isn't that? Just thinking of it drives me crazy. Then on the other hand, maybe it is just not meant to be the way I wanted it to be. I mean, what if all things happens for a reason? After all, this experience has prepared me well for what may come in the future. I will certainly not make such a "mistake" twice. But come to think of it, I'm not so sure if I will experience anything like this ever again. Cause this wasn't just one of my many little crushes. No, it was something much bigger. Something I lost control over the minute I met him.
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You asked.........
Have you ever met a person that is so similar to your self that it's scary? The very same day your eyes fell upon that person and you start talking, it's like you've known him or her forever.
Answer: Yes I have and I married him several years ago. If you 'screwed it up', learn from your mistakes and move on. If it was meant to be, it would be. Have you ever thought of calling him or emailing him a link to your blog and see how it goes?
It's to late to do anything now. Trust me! But I'm ok.
You live you learn! Everything happens for a reason I guess is the best attitude to have on such circustances that you can't bring back anymore.
Glad your okay!
I agree with jarous it may not be too late. What's the worst thing that can happen, either you find out that it isn't too late, or you find out that it is indeed too late. Either way you won't have to deal with the inevitable what ifs.
I wish you guys where right, but in fact it is really too damn late=/ There has been done to much damage. I don't blame him if he hates me either. I treated him so bad at the end, that poor guy. Anyway, he’s with another girl now. And since I don’t deserve him, I guess that’s okay.
I wish you well and know that you will be okay. Life is sometimes rough. The lessons we learn are hard to take at times.
I have a link on my blog that you should check out it is from another person's blog it pertains to the Danish Cartoon incident, check it out! It makes this situation look even more baffling...
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