Today's thoughts..
Since I finished of my last exams in psychology I've been wondering what to do next. I know I'm kind of a hopeless case when it comes to making right choices in life. Somehow I always seem to screw up. It's just the way it is with me. I haven't succeeded in anything I've started the last 10 years. This is something I avoid thinking of cause it sounds so depressing. Not only that, my whole blog sounds depressing as well. Could it be that I'm depressed? I should know studying psychology and all, but from what I feel I'm more in between. Far away from happy, but not directly sad either. More like a cold fish perhaps, I don't know. So I guess my future choices have to be well thought out cause they are definitely crucial if I want to avoid falling apart. I can't imagine what I would feel like failing once more.
So what's my genius plan for the future? I can say one thing for sure and that is that I'm going to start on a bachelor degree in autumn and without dropping out. Even if I don' t like it, I'm staying so I can get my degree. There's no way I'm not getting an education. Anyway, I'd really like to study abroad this time. Where that might be I'm not quite sure of yet, but London is tempting big time.
posted by Sylvia @ 12:15 AM
3 Comments:
Depression leads to introspection, which is not always a bad thing. It is odd how similar we seem to be, at least to me. I have also considered studying abroad In London or in New York. Two of the greater cities in the world I think. By the way, I will be sending that painting soon, the quality is not as good as the it is from the equipment that I am used to but it is still good. I will send it out as soon as I can. Take care of yourself, I must be going.
It will get better ((hugs))
By the way I have a couple new post, a poem, an artwork, and a picture. You should check it out.
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