I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Everything around me is drifting away in front of me and still I'm not doing anything about it. It's like I'm here, but at the same time I'm not. I can't think straight or even concentrate on what's important anymore. The truth is I'm lost and what's even worse, I don't care. I'll probably always be like this. To imagine anything else seems like a joke. Why can't I ever be seriously interested in what I'm doing? Things would be a lot more easier then. At least I'm not over enthusiastic like some people in my class. They just freak me out! I think I'm in between, but that doesn't mean I don't get frustrated.

Now back to microbiology. BOOOORING!! I'm at school. That's the reason why I felt like writing this. Hopefully tomorrow will be different. Better pay attention and take some notes cause the odds of me reading that book is pretty small.